This bible passage sound simple, and pretty much define love. However, I'm still confuse, What is love? I heard "love" all the times in church, and I understand the fact that "God is pursuing us". But I never been in a relationship, and I never ask any girl out for a date. It's hard for me to grasp the concept of love.
There is an old Chinese phrase "Though you never eat pork, but at least you seem pig run" I watch it, I read about it, I listen to it, but have I experience it? Every times I go to church, and I heard about Christ. I think, man..... this pastor know what he's talking about! The sermon sound so right, and it makes me concur with him. You can hear million times about other peoples testimony, but you still need God to soften your heart. I know I acted I know about God's love, but the truth is I don't really know.
I realize, I'm not qualify to talks about love. Love is centering around suffering. I look at my life, and I found out that I didn't "give" to any of my relationships. My parent raised me up, and send me to America for education. But I did not honor my parent. My church contribute to my spiritual growth, but I did not tithe. Jesus die on the cross for my sin, and yet I do nothing, Peoples who never give will never understand love! They're lover of themselves, and they better off be alone. I'm not qualify to talks about love, because I don't give out.
To give out certain thing, it must comes from what you earned! I never earn anythings in my life, my parent gave me most of things. How can I give, when I got nothing. I'm speechless now.........................................................................................
